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This is so strange. I'm sort of back to normal. I was just spouting stuff all over the place. Like all this stuff about my parents. I mean I didn't really want everyone to know that I have a horrible home life and how my family hates me.
ANd then I was telling everyone about how I love Justin. Which is not true. Yes it is. No it's not.
I need help.
I love Justin OKAY IT'S TRUE.
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[01 Jul 2004|08:07pm] |
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I hate my life. I hate my parents and I'm not happy. I wish my family would go die. I'm tired of pretending to be happy all the time and I wish I could just go punch everyone in the face sometimes.
This day is so wierd. I don't know what's happening. I can't keep saying all these things that I don't want to say. Like I keep telling people I love Justin. Which is true, but still I can't stop saying it.
I love Justin.
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[16 Jun 2004|08:37pm] |
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Well, I've had LOADS of work. Ugh. I cannot wait until Hogsmeade or something.
I heard about Hermione's group, sounds great. We need something like it too. I'm tired of people not being tolerated for something as simple as that. Like my parents hating me for liking Quidditch.... I mean, it's something that just makes a person, something that they can't really help. At any rate, it sounds like a great idea.
I really really need to study as well. If anyone needs me I'll be stuyding in the libaray...MM....Charms....
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[07 Jun 2004|11:45am] |
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Valentine's Day came and went. And I felt awful all day long. Walking in the corridors seeing couple together, I felt like jumping out a window. It's such a painful reminder that I've got no one, so there.
And I've got a gigantic paper to write in about three hours time, which I haven't even thought about. I'm AWFUL at Potions, and so is anybody around here. Maybe I'll just write a bunch of facts from the book and see what happens...
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[23 May 2004|06:03pm] |
Everyone. I'm very scared for Luna. She's a good friend of mine and all and she's just getting, wierd. Wierder than usual, even for Luna.
I'm trying to help her, but I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just try to help in anyway possible but I'm still very worried. I don't want Luna hurt at all. She's just such a nice and great girl I don't want her shipped off to St. Mungo's. I mean, she's crazy but she can't be really crazy, can she?
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[19 May 2004|07:32pm] |
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The match was awful. Slytherin won, and they were all cheering and making a gigantic deal out of it, lousy winners. But we did play well, and it was fun as it always is.
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There's another match coming up too, I'm very exicted for it. I don't know who to support either, I guess I'll just hope for a good game. That's what I usually do anyway.
I love watching Quidditch without actually playing it, too, it's interesting to see what everyone else is doing.
And everyone has thier own flying style, too, it says something about them. Like if someone flys fast it means they really want to get somewhere, and are usually busy and stressed. It works out too, for the most part. Maybe I spend too much time thinking about Quiddtich....
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[11 May 2004|07:39pm] |
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There had been a lot of house rivalry as of late. I can't help but disagree with the Slytherins. Malfoy and his little gang are so impossible to deal with! I hate saying all this, but it's so apparent now.
I mean in Malfoy just stopped having to disagree with everybody and being so dumb maybe he wouldn't have a punched in face. Well, it DID look better than usual! HA!
Anyway, has anybody finished the Transfiguration essay, I'm having terrible trouble.
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[03 May 2004|06:22pm] |
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The Ball was soooo fun! Justin looked so good in his suit and it was a perfect night. I don't know why I never bothered with Balls much before, it was so great. I hope Justin had as much fun as me. His present was so cool too! It was a bunch of great Muggle inventions, the wierdest things. And thanks to Cho for the dress.
( Private except to Cho and Ravenclaw girls!!! )
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[27 Apr 2004|05:15pm] |
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Today was so much fun! I spent the whole time at my uncle's shop, I even made a couple sales. I met this Quidditch player from Veitnam, he was really nice and bought like ten books from me. I couldn't stop talking to him! He said I should try out for a Quidditch team, even if my parents don't want me to.
I got presents most of my friends. They're all books, from my uncle's shop so I hope you like reading. I got Lisa a book about rocks, it looked really cool and has all these wierd living rocks. I got Luna a book on lobsters, maybe she can reconcile with Ningyfungus, or whatever. I got Micheal a book about Chinese culture...it seemed appropriate. I got Cho a book on Potions, but it's really fun and hsa tons of pcitures of all these wizards blowing themselves up! And I got Justin a journal. Which is kind of wierd, but it's very private and has a password he gets to create and everything. It has a Chinese character meaning "star" on it, and it's dark blue. I hope he likes it.
I can't wait to get back.
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[25 Apr 2004|07:19pm] |
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As usual, we did nothing for Christmas. We just sat at home, in our respective rooms, doing NOTHING. Because thats what we do every year. And I can look outside my window and see all the happy people with thier families, with thier Christmas
presents and trees. And I have to be sad, because I don't have any of it. Because we don't celebrate it. Instead in a month or so I get dumb little candies in my shoes, and twenty pounds from Grandma Li. Like I want it anyway.
Sometimes I hate my family. I miss Hogwarts and I miss my friends and I miss Quidditch and I miss Justin.
I can't wait to get back.
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[22 Apr 2004|11:25pm] |
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I guess I have a date to the Ball now. And I've got the prettiest dress Cho lent me. I'm so exicted!! I love dances. And I finally have a good date!
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[18 Apr 2004|09:24pm] |
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I have a gigantic amount of Charms work to do tonight. I've just spent the past hour re-reading the chapter in the book, but it still doesn't make any sense. Usually I'm good at Charms. I'm taking a break.
Padma has finally convinced me to go to the Ball. She said I would be "wasting a perfect night" sitting in the common room reading, when I could be dancing. I suppose she's right, but I don't really want to go unless someone asks me. I mean it's fun if you go with a bunch of people who have no dates, but everyone's got a date. Well I'm gonna stop thinking about it. And hope somebody asks me.
I think I might go look for a snack before bed, anymore want to come?
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